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Saturday, May 28, 2005
22:01
a great dae to shop. happie dae.
i knoe this is the 2nd post of the dae but i juz cant help it. deres too many things to blog! l0lx. went to queensway juz nw. bought lots n lots of stuff. was suppose to go ikea after tt. dad alighted mi at queensway mrt n i took a train down to bishan. wad a long journey. luckily i brought my zen out, if nt i will be bored to death man.
oh wells. suppose to meet swt but she ad some gb stuff. so yah i waited for her at mac. b4 tt i went to phramacy to buy coldsore cream. met lots of kcpians on the way. was wondering wads the big occasion. y is everyone in sch u on a saturdae afternoon. n hols has started!! den swt told mi todae 4e 5n n 4n meet the parents session. den i was like okies.
saw a few kcpians walking in n out of mac. pple like alicia. ws sis. ming yi. roy n co. n lots more. said hi and byez. its been long meeting these peeps. hahas. oh wells. juz realised the bruised on my right hand seems to get worst. todae gt 1 green batch dere. blue black i guess. painful siaz. it better be okae on mondae cos i gt GP exam.!
waited for swt till bout 6 plus? i cant remember. she came wif edwin.! den she pass mi the notes n yeps i cont mugging. had dinner dere too. after tt went mini toons n ntuc to get some stuff. n guess wad? the stuff i bought in ntuc had 20% off minitoon 15% off. at first i tot todae was my lucky dae or sth. everything i buy also gt discount. but... when i told my mom bout tt. she was like " haven u been reading the newspapers?! its the great singapore sale!!" arrrggh. im feelin so dumb nw! hahas. =x and yeps. i came hme alone after tt cos mom refused to let mi dad to pick mi up. sianz. startin to dislike comin hme alone. this is bad. somehw i knoe tt familiar no. but im juz gonna act ignorant. somehw i remember. slap mi.
izzit fate? luck? chance? destiny? or none of the above. ( this is my fav. phrase) hahas. tats all.
happy. im over the moon.
yeps. ytd nite rawkz.! i finally manage to meet the gers!!! hahas. its been long.their bfs were dere too. its nice knowin tt u peeps r gg on strong n well. =)) i wanna attend all ur weddings hoh.! =pP
met swt and ed den went down to marina. in short, 2 blur persons cant be together cos we will juz forget to buy some stuff.! -.-"" l0lx. oh wells. i had fun. had fun lighting up the candles. poor ed had to carry it from such a far distance. but its farnie. hahas. =D sean. lennon. ian. ky n partner were dere too. yesh kor u r onli 4 days OLDER den me.!! =x
oh yah! we din pay for our steamboat. we ate free food n im nt feelin guilty. =P got my SA shirt too. *poser* oh wells. went to arcade after tt. was playing this "banging" game. neber knew tt it waas so fun.! hahas. was screamin while playin the game. but its fun la. and yeps. the rest were luffin?! were they? i cant remember. all i know is. "mel dun scream" lolx. i cant help it la. nw i gt a bruise on mi hand guess i play till too violent le. hahas. but its FUN.!! serious.
took the last train back to bishan den cab hme wif yc frm dere. and yeps. im hme. gonna go queensway later. needa buy sports shoes.!! hahas. for hiking. oh wells.!
I NID A BACKPACK.!!! SOMEONE PLS LEND ME. dun feel like spending S 11 to get one.hahas. msg mi if u haf one kaes.! love ya.! hahas. ciaos! queensway here i come.!!!!!
dolphin bay rawks. mom told mi to be ORIGINAL n nt kope the whole phrase frm dere. so here it is.
u light up the flames in my heart. ( i guess its juz a pharse)
Friday, May 27, 2005
00:39
firstly,
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
19:45
one gone. another comes. madness!
greats. GPP is due this friday.!! this is so DAMN freakin nice. im LOVING it.! my grps' GPP is ALMOST done. zzz. i nid a break from all this "shit."
gt physics SPA tml. wonder how is it gonna be like.hope its easy n i wun screw it up. =x
aniwae my schs soccer team went into the finals.! mjc vs vjc.! hahas. its gonna be at the national stadium tml.! n the wh0le sch is gg. =)) lessons gonna end at 1230. wheee~!! =D
oh yeps. gt back my physics lecture test. 22/60. this is terrible. i gt nth to sae. other den, i rrly did my bez. oh wells. at least i hit the 2 digit.. =x read my frens blog juz now. why does it feels like lots of couples are breakin up after dey enter jc.?! -.-" weird. aniwae all i haf to sae is. cry a river. build a bridge n cross over it. the journey is gonna be tough but its juz part n parcel of life la. juz tresure wad u haf now. =))
-gone-
came across this phrase todae: " u always sae tt u love mi; but never once did ya tell mi tt i make ur life complete."
Monday, May 23, 2005
20:54
over.
yeps im kinda done wif my pi. like finally. left the editing part. =x
had been stayin home this long weekend.! doin my hwk n slackin. nth much too.. juz tt im havin cravings for satay n ruffles BBQ.!! hahas. my mom said tt im like a pregnant lady. lolx. oh wells. i cant help it if i haf cravings rite. hahas. went for vesak day prayer ytd nite. quite cool. met my cuzzie dere. hahas. =))
i miss ya gers. cant wait to go out wif ya peeps soon.! rrly.! =D nth else happen le. other den. im gonna change my blogskin.! n its gonna be abit pinky. gosh. will change the colour when im free.
love mi if u dare.
swt~ hope u r okies. we haf some catching up to do. ask mi out when u r bored kaes.! im dateless. hahas. =x kidding. but serious. lets go out sometime.! =))
jf~ hahas. enjoy sch00l.! haf fun kaes.! cya around.! =))
jess~ thanks f0r the idea n s0ngs. cyaz around too.! haf fun in sch n d0 ur hwk.!! hahas.
slj~ h0pe t0 cya peeps this fridae.!! =)) hehes.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
16:42
its been 2 hours
yesh. its been 2 hours n i haven start doin our GPP yet. suppose t0 meet at 2 but onli 3 came online. my leader: vanish. he cant be contacted. how wonderful can this get. to make things worst i needa go prayer in 1 1/2 hrs time. goodness. this isnt fun.guess this reflects how efficent my grp is n ONLINE DISCUSSION NEVER WORKS.!! zzzz.
test r officially over. onli gt physics SPA next week n im glad i din screw upmy chem SPA. hehes. though i forget to bring a calculator on my maths test. how blur can i get. -.-"" gt a new zen. 1 to 1 exchange but end up cos dey din had the dark blue zen dey gaf mi the light blue zen. n now i gt no songs.!! gosh.
yesterdae i had ODAC. went hiking. its suppose to prepare us mentally n physically for the mt. ophir trip.! hahas. =)) we went hiking wif bout 4.8 litres of water in my bag. hike from bukit timah to macRitichie. but.. we hike all the routes in bukit timah.! and end up we hike from 9am till bout 5pm. however it was an experience cos we hike under the rain. all of us were wearing our poncho! quite co0l huh.! =PpP i cant wait for the mt. ophir expedition. though i knoe its gonna be so much tougher.
mom gt a new nokia fone too.! 3230.!! haas. s0 c00l.! =)) aniwae my wh0le b0dy is aching n0w due to the hike.! n i still gt to go f0r prayers later. sigh.! hwk nt done too.! this is bad. thank g00dness still gt tml t0 chiong.! general paper exam coming soon too. hope i wun screw it up. -.-"
thanks to all wh0 send mi s0ngs.! thanks.! but i still nid more.!! =)) hahas. byez!
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
18:38
one more dae to go before all my 7 test for this week is officially over. lately im feelin tired. very tired stress and more stress and MORE STRESS!! im wondering when my white hair will start coming out. juz imagine u haf 7 test n u haf the feelin u screwed it all. gt my general paper back. compre. 12.5/41 !!!! goodness but the highest was 16. so it aint tt bad afterall rite?! and deres quite a few single digit. =x im tryin to console myself. gt chem SPA tml. pple wish mi luck. in short i had general paper. chinese oral. chinese. maths. physics. 2.4km n chem SPA this week. -.-"" wad a life. -sigh- one gd news my 2.4km timing improved by another 5secs compared to the previous timing so its... 13.44s..! hahas. feelin rather happie but i still exceeded my target. (13mins) oh wells. g0nna try harder next yr.! this entry is g0nna be l0ng cuz 0f the story i gt frm friendster. s0 here it g0es... its nice n meaningful so read! =))
two tear drops were floating down the river. one teardrop said to the other,"i'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. who are you?"
"i'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go....."
she teardrop consoled, "there would come a time when we have to stop loving someone because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go..."
he teardrop replied, "but then you'll know that you miss someone very much when everytime you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that person brings the broken pieces back..."
she teardrop said, "it's really painful to say goodbye to someone else that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be."
she continued, "LOVE? it's kind of complicated,but i'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there...."
he teardrop pondered and said, "you know, if i had the letters "HRT", i can add "EA" to ge ta "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". but i'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than hav ea "HEART"without "U"...
she teardrop smiled and replied, "giving someone all your love is not an assurance that she will love you back. don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in yours."
he teardrop continued, "she told me once, do not be too good, i will miss you. don't be too caring; i might like you. don't be too sweet; i might fall foryou."
she teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes."
She teardrop continued, "if you love her please let her know because it hurts to love when you have to go. take care of me; don't go away because if you love me, you will stay... i love you and do you know why? you got me when you first said 'Hi'"
he teardrop said, "you are brave she teardrop, now i know it's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge."
he teardrop continued further, "did youknow that the expression "Nothing" is the subconscious mind's way of saying I Love You... that's what ido, i told her NOTHING and because of that i lost her even though i love her... i cry for the time that she was almost mine, i cry for the memories i've left behind, i cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. i cry for the times i thought i had her!"
she teardrop consoled, "Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together,or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together.you never lose in loving. you only lose in holding back."
he teardrop cried,"Now i know, i have learned. don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to YOU..."
Saturday, May 14, 2005
11:40
black friday..
had fear factor for odac ytd..
was hesistaing to go for ytd training. but i guess i din regret nt gg. the 1st station was to climb over a high wall. next, to transfer all the frogs from one one pail to another using ur bare hands. n they r live frogs! (hop hop!!) next. was to drink sth make frm cucumber onions. celery. chilli. vinegar. soya sauce. etccc. its blended.! hahas. the next station was pretty simple n i cl0ck the fastest timing!! hahas. =PP the last station was to take out the seashells usin ur mouth from a pool of big fat juicy mealworms.!! but guess wad. i manage to finish all 5.
had dinner wif odac peeps ytd. reach home onli bout 10 plus. =))
juz finish watching starry starry nite. the ending is so sad la. =_( oh wells. reminds me of my gou gou shou zi. promises. aniwae gt meet the parents session in sch later on. im so lazy. gt s0 many test t0 study yet i haf t0 attend tt stupid 3 hour thing. waste time.!!! -.-"
jess~ s0rrie din g0 n study wif ya todae. next time k.
nich~ thanks f0r the dolphin bay songs! l0ve it l0ts. the lyrics are nice.
im nt sure if u flare up c0s 0f mi. s0rrie. i pr0mise tt i wun tink b0ut it. i wun w0rry. im nt sure if it was all c0incidence or wad. but s0meh0w u seem t0 be arnd mi all the time. okies. most. i wonder whether i shld be glad. i learn nt to read too much into things cos things alwaes dun end up the way i want it to. x tonghua x for now. i juz wanna study!
Thursday, May 12, 2005
20:30
its over. officially over..
yeps. had 5 items t0dae n its finally 0ver.! okies. so far its 3As n 2Bs. and i miss the 2As by abit. hahas. but nvmz. i did my bez. =)) my max meridian dream is g0ne. vanish. 0h wells. will try harder next yr.! =D still gt my 2.4km to look forward to.
okies. nearly fell aslp in the LT todae. was s0 tired. n the lecturer was b0ring. real b0ring. i simply c0uldnt c0ncentrate. i w0nder y. still gt ODAC meetin tml. nt rrly lookin forward to it. perhaps i juz feel like gg home after sch. straight home to slp. im tired. *yawn* im like a panda tt eats human food now. juz imagine.
might be meeting jess to study on sat too. gt 2 test n 1 spa next week. heavy load. i hope i dun breakdown. prayin real hard. im still tryin to cope the stress tat im havin. n i guess its u tat makes mi l00k f0rward f0r sch the next dae. =D
aniwae things went on well todae. at least it went my way. hahas. did some catchin up wif shuyi todae. she walked mi home.!! hahas. thanks darling.! i l0ve u s0 muchiee.!! *hugs* =P hahas. gt back my projectwork too.! still gt s0me ammendments to make. im s0 lazy.!! =x at least its accepted. g0nna g0 d0 w0rk tml le. cia0z~
had fun during pe. was happie during pe. thanks. i appreciate it alot. how i wish.. u? "my property?" i dislike the awkward look. hahas. farnie sporty caring u. its alwaes this time.
ehhs hope u knoe im referrin to u .dun wish to type ur name out la. im sorry things ended up this way. okies. din knoe u wld be affected so much. i mean its better for mi to be frank n open to u now den later right?! try to concentrate k?! perhaps its g0nna be t0ugh. perhaps i do nt knoe hw u feel cos i aint in ur shoes. but all i wanna sae to u is.. alwaes look on the bright side of life! cheer up la. stop haiz-ing. u knoe i dun like tt. =))
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
23:08
STRESS!!!! tats wad im feelin now.!! i nid rest. i nid more time.!!! i nid lesser hwk.!!! screwed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, May 09, 2005
21:25
emotions overwhelmin mi...
okies. the dae started off well. the middle part was bad. n it ended off at a right note too.
the bad pasrt was lots of us includin mi gt scolded by our chinese teacher. oh wells. we din do ou hwk. our 1 ger n 4 guys in my klass did. nvmz. den on my wae home i met a perertic guy. he was sitting beside mi. i feel like screamin. slappin him. sickening bastard. get ur hands off mine. irritating. dun u even dare place ur lips on my handss. i will kick u.!! zzz
nich~ s0rrie if i had t0 gif u tat ans. but tt was hw i feel. im serious. n sorry for staring ur dae on a bad note.
i dunno. ur last words touch mi. i wonder y we tok bout it agn. u started it. perhaps dere were things to be clarified. i felt like cryin for the last time. for u. u nid nt feel sorry. i knoe u did ur bez. u did ur bez for us. fate will decide. communication is all tt i ask for. i dunno wad to sae. dun sae we r strangers cos we will never be. frens tat is wad we will alwaes be. i hope ur angel will keep u safe foreva. i pray. rrly. i care c0s u r my fren. the mem0ries u gaf mi will never be 4g0tten. n if u reading stil readin my blog. im gonna tell u agn. u gaf mi happiness. i treasure the moments tat we once had. even though u sae tt might be the last time we wil be tokin. i cherish it as a fren. like u said we might juz meet 10 yrs later. i dunno. fate shall decide. for now. as a fren, i hope everything goes well for u.ur family. her ur studies. dun be a bad boi. if deres no one to hear ur probx. juz knoe tt im there n i'll alwaes be. no matter stead or frens. wad roles i play. u knoe i care for everyone includin u. smile. n cheer up. escapin from problems shld be the last resort ya take. cos it will never solve anithing. =)) take care.! l0ts of care. im serious.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
11:45
raining..
its so cold.!! its been raining the wh0le m0rning. 0h wells. i FINALLY step f00t int0 0rchard ytd t0 WATCH A MOVIE.!! ha. kingdom of heavens. the sh0w nt bad la.
went to do flag dae at tampines ytd. n all i can sae is the pple dere r super generous.!! =)) after tt went bugis to eat lunch wif my klass peeps. den head to somerset for 05S324 klass outing. n all i did was to eat 5 sc00ps 0f ice-cream n errm.. watch a movie wif pei jun kelvin n nich. okies. i hang arnd wif yong joon glenn n jason for a while. =D
apple make my dae. l0lx. okies. im happie. hahas. aniwae thanks.!! hope ya had fun after tt. 10
nich~ hmm s0rrie if i was t00 frank ytd. but oh wells. at least i knoe the truth now. hahas. haf fun todae.!! -frens-
guess im fallin agn.. oh no..
Friday, May 06, 2005
21:42
broken.. wierd...
nt knowin hw i feel. tats horrible.
juz a tot. perhaps dere wasnt a nid to reply. but y am i so bothered by it. sigh.. am i reading too much into things? =/ stop tinkin.!! apple might juz be resting. =D
yeah. had sports dae todae. okies. shant comment anithing bout it.
suppose to be doin my work. but im stoning. gonna go rest soon le. havin flag dae at tampines tml.! =)) ohwells. see you tml. hesistatin to go for the outing cos it seems like no1 is gg n i feel like studyin tml. wads gg on...
thisfeelsfarnie.howdidthingsendupthisway.isthisforreal.isthisrrlywadimfeelinoritsjuztatmoment.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
19:16
.controllin.apple. =))
another stressful week is coming. havin NAPFA next week. i hope i can still get a gold. hehes. gt physics SAP n a whole lot of test next week too. but i bleaf im gonna pull through it. haf been muggin thes few daes too. hhes. met swt on tues at BK to pass her her mp3. was studyin b4 tt t00. ytd. met jess and swt to study again. this time at ps burger king.! n i wanna complain sth.! the service at PS burger king is super damn wols.!!! juz imagine i queue up f0r m0re den 10 mins juz f0r a LARGE fries. g0sh. wad a sacrifice. went h0me b0ut 9 plus after muggin.
had pe todae. my timing was like 13 49 f0r 2.4km. hahas. nt bad i guess. quite proud of miself. =pP 0h wells. 0h yah! deres this guy in my klass hu is a bball 3 pointer.! c00l huh. hahas. his shots were nice. pei fu pei fu.!! =PP l0lx. im also proud to sae tt i din zoot f0r 2 daes.!!! hehes. im tryin to kick off tt habit.!! if nt im gonna be label "lian"!!! hahas. n pple.! be my gd fren. stop zootin in front of mi.!! hahas. gt "bullied" these few daes too. but nvmz. gettin use to it. =x
oh yeahs. my sch council elections was ytd!!! hahas. heard tt results will be out tml too.! i wish ya pple all the bez.! " u can shine no matter wad u r made of "
gonna go eat dinner le. shall update another dae.! ciaoz~ tml is sports dae.! hope i wun screw up the relay.! wish mi luck!!
nicholas tan ~ if u r reading this.. hahas. im nt anrgy la. serious. was juz faking to be angry. l0lx. 0h wells. apology accepted!! hehes. stop snatching my dear way frm mi.!! =P
aiting~ ger. cheer up kaes! hugs. i kn0e n0ne 0f us will understand hw ya feel c0s we aint in ur sh0es. s0 yah. big hugs!!!! i can onli gif ya advice. tats all i can do.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
22:08
my nose is droppin off agn.!!
yesh. i couldnt stop snezzing the whole dae.! can u pple stop missin mi?! i nid a break.! l0lx. stayed home to study maths chem todae. wasnt veri productivce cos i end up slpin in the afternoon. =/ oh wells.
i went out for dinner juz now.!! yummy.! went to celebrate mothers dae.!! hahas. gave mi mom the flower tt i bought. n she loves it. she was smiling when i gaf it to her. hahas. =D im s0s0s0s0 nice.!! =))
was supp0se t0 g0 0ut n mug t0dae. but i din.! dunn0 y. din g0 t0 sent0sa t00. =x aniwae im g0nna study physics later. hahas. g0nna wake up early tml m0rn t0 g0 ya kun f0r breakfast t00... im s0 lazy! its a public holidae.! cant i wake up later?!?! hehes.
n i saw a black cat juz now. h0pe its nt a bad sign. =/ guess tats f0r nw. gers.!!! is the outing still on tml?
22:01
i knoe this is the 2nd post of the dae but i juz cant help it. deres too many things to blog! l0lx. went to queensway juz nw. bought lots n lots of stuff. was suppose to go ikea after tt. dad alighted mi at queensway mrt n i took a train down to bishan. wad a long journey. luckily i brought my zen out, if nt i will be bored to death man.
oh wells. suppose to meet swt but she ad some gb stuff. so yah i waited for her at mac. b4 tt i went to phramacy to buy coldsore cream. met lots of kcpians on the way. was wondering wads the big occasion. y is everyone in sch u on a saturdae afternoon. n hols has started!! den swt told mi todae 4e 5n n 4n meet the parents session. den i was like okies.
saw a few kcpians walking in n out of mac. pple like alicia. ws sis. ming yi. roy n co. n lots more. said hi and byez. its been long meeting these peeps. hahas. oh wells. juz realised the bruised on my right hand seems to get worst. todae gt 1 green batch dere. blue black i guess. painful siaz. it better be okae on mondae cos i gt GP exam.!
waited for swt till bout 6 plus? i cant remember. she came wif edwin.! den she pass mi the notes n yeps i cont mugging. had dinner dere too. after tt went mini toons n ntuc to get some stuff. n guess wad? the stuff i bought in ntuc had 20% off minitoon 15% off. at first i tot todae was my lucky dae or sth. everything i buy also gt discount. but... when i told my mom bout tt. she was like " haven u been reading the newspapers?! its the great singapore sale!!" arrrggh. im feelin so dumb nw! hahas. =x and yeps. i came hme alone after tt cos mom refused to let mi dad to pick mi up. sianz. startin to dislike comin hme alone. this is bad. somehw i knoe tt familiar no. but im juz gonna act ignorant. somehw i remember. slap mi.
izzit fate? luck? chance? destiny? or none of the above. ( this is my fav. phrase) hahas. tats all.
<3 me if youu dare-`
yeps. ytd nite rawkz.! i finally manage to meet the gers!!! hahas. its been long.their bfs were dere too. its nice knowin tt u peeps r gg on strong n well. =)) i wanna attend all ur weddings hoh.! =pP
met swt and ed den went down to marina. in short, 2 blur persons cant be together cos we will juz forget to buy some stuff.! -.-"" l0lx. oh wells. i had fun. had fun lighting up the candles. poor ed had to carry it from such a far distance. but its farnie. hahas. =D sean. lennon. ian. ky n partner were dere too. yesh kor u r onli 4 days OLDER den me.!! =x
oh yah! we din pay for our steamboat. we ate free food n im nt feelin guilty. =P got my SA shirt too. *poser* oh wells. went to arcade after tt. was playing this "banging" game. neber knew tt it waas so fun.! hahas. was screamin while playin the game. but its fun la. and yeps. the rest were luffin?! were they? i cant remember. all i know is. "mel dun scream" lolx. i cant help it la. nw i gt a bruise on mi hand guess i play till too violent le. hahas. but its FUN.!! serious.
took the last train back to bishan den cab hme wif yc frm dere. and yeps. im hme. gonna go queensway later. needa buy sports shoes.!! hahas. for hiking. oh wells.!
I NID A BACKPACK.!!! SOMEONE PLS LEND ME. dun feel like spending S 11 to get one.hahas. msg mi if u haf one kaes.! love ya.! hahas. ciaos! queensway here i come.!!!!!
dolphin bay rawks. mom told mi to be ORIGINAL n nt kope the whole phrase frm dere. so here it is.
u light up the flames in my heart. ( i guess its juz a pharse)
<3 me if youu dare-`
00:39
HAPPY BDAE FOO.!!!
happy memories. quite piss.
yeps!! MJC SOCCER WON VJC!!! we are the champions for A Division soccer. so proud of my sch! had dinner wif klassmates after tt. reached hme bout 10 plus. woohoo..! u guys did a great job. 3 cheers.! the whole sch went to the watch the match on wed.! n tml(fri) is delared a sch hols.! thanks to the soccer boys. but still.. i haf last min. ODAC training. sianz. oh wells.
was half dead when i went to sch todae. tired.! l0lx. gt physics extra lesson till 630.! n choir concert at VCH after tt. i enjoyed miself. n the concert rocks.!! =)) was quite piss wif physics thingy. nt gonna mention anithing other den i totally dislike 6 JUNE.!! zzzz...
met xavier christian nick and shu yi dear to go to the concert together.! hahas. went to cartel to makan after tt. was wif xavier christian nick shu yi denise. rach left hme first.reached hme bout 12am.! hehes. s0rrie peeps if i was super quiet juz nw. was kinda tired n brain dead. guess u guys can tell hw i feel frm the look of my face.! sorry.!!!!! will be more hyper next time. thanks for tryin to tok to mi juz nw.! thanks.!! =))) love ya peeps.! =D
cant tink of wad else to sae le. i juz wanna slp. so gd nties.! *lights out*
sljryek~ cyaz at the steamboat later.
aiting~ rest well. take care.! pls haf regular meals.
shuyi~ had fun tokin to u. tt dao fellow. l0lx. cyaz. chior concert was nice.! =D
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19:45
greats. GPP is due this friday.!! this is so DAMN freakin nice. im LOVING it.! my grps' GPP is ALMOST done. zzz. i nid a break from all this "shit."
gt physics SPA tml. wonder how is it gonna be like.hope its easy n i wun screw it up. =x
aniwae my schs soccer team went into the finals.! mjc vs vjc.! hahas. its gonna be at the national stadium tml.! n the wh0le sch is gg. =)) lessons gonna end at 1230. wheee~!! =D
oh yeps. gt back my physics lecture test. 22/60. this is terrible. i gt nth to sae. other den, i rrly did my bez. oh wells. at least i hit the 2 digit.. =x read my frens blog juz now. why does it feels like lots of couples are breakin up after dey enter jc.?! -.-" weird. aniwae all i haf to sae is. cry a river. build a bridge n cross over it. the journey is gonna be tough but its juz part n parcel of life la. juz tresure wad u haf now. =))
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came across this phrase todae: " u always sae tt u love mi; but never once did ya tell mi tt i make ur life complete."
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20:54
yeps im kinda done wif my pi. like finally. left the editing part. =x
had been stayin home this long weekend.! doin my hwk n slackin. nth much too.. juz tt im havin cravings for satay n ruffles BBQ.!! hahas. my mom said tt im like a pregnant lady. lolx. oh wells. i cant help it if i haf cravings rite. hahas. went for vesak day prayer ytd nite. quite cool. met my cuzzie dere. hahas. =))
i miss ya gers. cant wait to go out wif ya peeps soon.! rrly.! =D nth else happen le. other den. im gonna change my blogskin.! n its gonna be abit pinky. gosh. will change the colour when im free.
love mi if u dare.
swt~ hope u r okies. we haf some catching up to do. ask mi out when u r bored kaes.! im dateless. hahas. =x kidding. but serious. lets go out sometime.! =))
jf~ hahas. enjoy sch00l.! haf fun kaes.! cya around.! =))
jess~ thanks f0r the idea n s0ngs. cyaz around too.! haf fun in sch n d0 ur hwk.!! hahas.
slj~ h0pe t0 cya peeps this fridae.!! =)) hehes.
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16:42
yesh. its been 2 hours n i haven start doin our GPP yet. suppose t0 meet at 2 but onli 3 came online. my leader: vanish. he cant be contacted. how wonderful can this get. to make things worst i needa go prayer in 1 1/2 hrs time. goodness. this isnt fun.guess this reflects how efficent my grp is n ONLINE DISCUSSION NEVER WORKS.!! zzzz.
test r officially over. onli gt physics SPA next week n im glad i din screw upmy chem SPA. hehes. though i forget to bring a calculator on my maths test. how blur can i get. -.-"" gt a new zen. 1 to 1 exchange but end up cos dey din had the dark blue zen dey gaf mi the light blue zen. n now i gt no songs.!! gosh.
yesterdae i had ODAC. went hiking. its suppose to prepare us mentally n physically for the mt. ophir trip.! hahas. =)) we went hiking wif bout 4.8 litres of water in my bag. hike from bukit timah to macRitichie. but.. we hike all the routes in bukit timah.! and end up we hike from 9am till bout 5pm. however it was an experience cos we hike under the rain. all of us were wearing our poncho! quite co0l huh.! =PpP i cant wait for the mt. ophir expedition. though i knoe its gonna be so much tougher.
mom gt a new nokia fone too.! 3230.!! haas. s0 c00l.! =)) aniwae my wh0le b0dy is aching n0w due to the hike.! n i still gt to go f0r prayers later. sigh.! hwk nt done too.! this is bad. thank g00dness still gt tml t0 chiong.! general paper exam coming soon too. hope i wun screw it up. -.-"
thanks to all wh0 send mi s0ngs.! thanks.! but i still nid more.!! =)) hahas. byez!
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18:38
two tear drops were floating down the river. one teardrop said to the other,"i'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. who are you?"
"i'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go....."
she teardrop consoled, "there would come a time when we have to stop loving someone because we found out that they'd be happier if we let them go..."
he teardrop replied, "but then you'll know that you miss someone very much when everytime you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that person brings the broken pieces back..."
she teardrop said, "it's really painful to say goodbye to someone else that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be."
she continued, "LOVE? it's kind of complicated,but i'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's love right there...."
he teardrop pondered and said, "you know, if i had the letters "HRT", i can add "EA" to ge ta "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". but i'd rather choose "U" and get "HURT" than hav ea "HEART"without "U"...
she teardrop smiled and replied, "giving someone all your love is not an assurance that she will love you back. don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in yours."
he teardrop continued, "she told me once, do not be too good, i will miss you. don't be too caring; i might like you. don't be too sweet; i might fall foryou."
she teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes."
She teardrop continued, "if you love her please let her know because it hurts to love when you have to go. take care of me; don't go away because if you love me, you will stay... i love you and do you know why? you got me when you first said 'Hi'"
he teardrop said, "you are brave she teardrop, now i know it's always better to have found the courage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid of the challenge."
he teardrop continued further, "did youknow that the expression "Nothing" is the subconscious mind's way of saying I Love You... that's what ido, i told her NOTHING and because of that i lost her even though i love her... i cry for the time that she was almost mine, i cry for the memories i've left behind, i cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. i cry for the times i thought i had her!"
she teardrop consoled, "Relationships are like glass, sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together,or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together.you never lose in loving. you only lose in holding back."
he teardrop cried,"Now i know, i have learned. don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let love fly away when it was once next to YOU..."
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11:40
had fear factor for odac ytd..
was hesistaing to go for ytd training. but i guess i din regret nt gg. the 1st station was to climb over a high wall. next, to transfer all the frogs from one one pail to another using ur bare hands. n they r live frogs! (hop hop!!) next. was to drink sth make frm cucumber onions. celery. chilli. vinegar. soya sauce. etccc. its blended.! hahas. the next station was pretty simple n i cl0ck the fastest timing!! hahas. =PP the last station was to take out the seashells usin ur mouth from a pool of big fat juicy mealworms.!! but guess wad. i manage to finish all 5.
had dinner wif odac peeps ytd. reach home onli bout 10 plus. =))
juz finish watching starry starry nite. the ending is so sad la. =_( oh wells. reminds me of my gou gou shou zi. promises. aniwae gt meet the parents session in sch later on. im so lazy. gt s0 many test t0 study yet i haf t0 attend tt stupid 3 hour thing. waste time.!!! -.-"
jess~ s0rrie din g0 n study wif ya todae. next time k.
nich~ thanks f0r the dolphin bay songs! l0ve it l0ts. the lyrics are nice.
im nt sure if u flare up c0s 0f mi. s0rrie. i pr0mise tt i wun tink b0ut it. i wun w0rry. im nt sure if it was all c0incidence or wad. but s0meh0w u seem t0 be arnd mi all the time. okies. most. i wonder whether i shld be glad. i learn nt to read too much into things cos things alwaes dun end up the way i want it to. x tonghua x for now. i juz wanna study!
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20:30
yeps. had 5 items t0dae n its finally 0ver.! okies. so far its 3As n 2Bs. and i miss the 2As by abit. hahas. but nvmz. i did my bez. =)) my max meridian dream is g0ne. vanish. 0h wells. will try harder next yr.! =D still gt my 2.4km to look forward to.
okies. nearly fell aslp in the LT todae. was s0 tired. n the lecturer was b0ring. real b0ring. i simply c0uldnt c0ncentrate. i w0nder y. still gt ODAC meetin tml. nt rrly lookin forward to it. perhaps i juz feel like gg home after sch. straight home to slp. im tired. *yawn* im like a panda tt eats human food now. juz imagine.
might be meeting jess to study on sat too. gt 2 test n 1 spa next week. heavy load. i hope i dun breakdown. prayin real hard. im still tryin to cope the stress tat im havin. n i guess its u tat makes mi l00k f0rward f0r sch the next dae. =D
aniwae things went on well todae. at least it went my way. hahas. did some catchin up wif shuyi todae. she walked mi home.!! hahas. thanks darling.! i l0ve u s0 muchiee.!! *hugs* =P hahas. gt back my projectwork too.! still gt s0me ammendments to make. im s0 lazy.!! =x at least its accepted. g0nna g0 d0 w0rk tml le. cia0z~
had fun during pe. was happie during pe. thanks. i appreciate it alot. how i wish.. u? "my property?" i dislike the awkward look. hahas. farnie sporty caring u. its alwaes this time.
ehhs hope u knoe im referrin to u .dun wish to type ur name out la. im sorry things ended up this way. okies. din knoe u wld be affected so much. i mean its better for mi to be frank n open to u now den later right?! try to concentrate k?! perhaps its g0nna be t0ugh. perhaps i do nt knoe hw u feel cos i aint in ur shoes. but all i wanna sae to u is.. alwaes look on the bright side of life! cheer up la. stop haiz-ing. u knoe i dun like tt. =))
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23:08
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21:25
okies. the dae started off well. the middle part was bad. n it ended off at a right note too.
the bad pasrt was lots of us includin mi gt scolded by our chinese teacher. oh wells. we din do ou hwk. our 1 ger n 4 guys in my klass did. nvmz. den on my wae home i met a perertic guy. he was sitting beside mi. i feel like screamin. slappin him. sickening bastard. get ur hands off mine. irritating. dun u even dare place ur lips on my handss. i will kick u.!! zzz
nich~ s0rrie if i had t0 gif u tat ans. but tt was hw i feel. im serious. n sorry for staring ur dae on a bad note.
i dunno. ur last words touch mi. i wonder y we tok bout it agn. u started it. perhaps dere were things to be clarified. i felt like cryin for the last time. for u. u nid nt feel sorry. i knoe u did ur bez. u did ur bez for us. fate will decide. communication is all tt i ask for. i dunno wad to sae. dun sae we r strangers cos we will never be. frens tat is wad we will alwaes be. i hope ur angel will keep u safe foreva. i pray. rrly. i care c0s u r my fren. the mem0ries u gaf mi will never be 4g0tten. n if u reading stil readin my blog. im gonna tell u agn. u gaf mi happiness. i treasure the moments tat we once had. even though u sae tt might be the last time we wil be tokin. i cherish it as a fren. like u said we might juz meet 10 yrs later. i dunno. fate shall decide. for now. as a fren, i hope everything goes well for u.ur family. her ur studies. dun be a bad boi. if deres no one to hear ur probx. juz knoe tt im there n i'll alwaes be. no matter stead or frens. wad roles i play. u knoe i care for everyone includin u. smile. n cheer up. escapin from problems shld be the last resort ya take. cos it will never solve anithing. =)) take care.! l0ts of care. im serious.
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11:45
its so cold.!! its been raining the wh0le m0rning. 0h wells. i FINALLY step f00t int0 0rchard ytd t0 WATCH A MOVIE.!! ha. kingdom of heavens. the sh0w nt bad la.
went to do flag dae at tampines ytd. n all i can sae is the pple dere r super generous.!! =)) after tt went bugis to eat lunch wif my klass peeps. den head to somerset for 05S324 klass outing. n all i did was to eat 5 sc00ps 0f ice-cream n errm.. watch a movie wif pei jun kelvin n nich. okies. i hang arnd wif yong joon glenn n jason for a while. =D
apple make my dae. l0lx. okies. im happie. hahas. aniwae thanks.!! hope ya had fun after tt. 10
nich~ hmm s0rrie if i was t00 frank ytd. but oh wells. at least i knoe the truth now. hahas. haf fun todae.!! -frens-
guess im fallin agn.. oh no..
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21:42
nt knowin hw i feel. tats horrible.
juz a tot. perhaps dere wasnt a nid to reply. but y am i so bothered by it. sigh.. am i reading too much into things? =/ stop tinkin.!! apple might juz be resting. =D
yeah. had sports dae todae. okies. shant comment anithing bout it.
suppose to be doin my work. but im stoning. gonna go rest soon le. havin flag dae at tampines tml.! =)) ohwells. see you tml. hesistatin to go for the outing cos it seems like no1 is gg n i feel like studyin tml. wads gg on...
thisfeelsfarnie.howdidthingsendupthisway.isthisforreal.isthisrrlywadimfeelinoritsjuztatmoment.
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19:16
another stressful week is coming. havin NAPFA next week. i hope i can still get a gold. hehes. gt physics SAP n a whole lot of test next week too. but i bleaf im gonna pull through it. haf been muggin thes few daes too. hhes. met swt on tues at BK to pass her her mp3. was studyin b4 tt t00. ytd. met jess and swt to study again. this time at ps burger king.! n i wanna complain sth.! the service at PS burger king is super damn wols.!!! juz imagine i queue up f0r m0re den 10 mins juz f0r a LARGE fries. g0sh. wad a sacrifice. went h0me b0ut 9 plus after muggin.
had pe todae. my timing was like 13 49 f0r 2.4km. hahas. nt bad i guess. quite proud of miself. =pP 0h wells. 0h yah! deres this guy in my klass hu is a bball 3 pointer.! c00l huh. hahas. his shots were nice. pei fu pei fu.!! =PP l0lx. im also proud to sae tt i din zoot f0r 2 daes.!!! hehes. im tryin to kick off tt habit.!! if nt im gonna be label "lian"!!! hahas. n pple.! be my gd fren. stop zootin in front of mi.!! hahas. gt "bullied" these few daes too. but nvmz. gettin use to it. =x
oh yeahs. my sch council elections was ytd!!! hahas. heard tt results will be out tml too.! i wish ya pple all the bez.! " u can shine no matter wad u r made of "
gonna go eat dinner le. shall update another dae.! ciaoz~ tml is sports dae.! hope i wun screw up the relay.! wish mi luck!!
nicholas tan ~ if u r reading this.. hahas. im nt anrgy la. serious. was juz faking to be angry. l0lx. 0h wells. apology accepted!! hehes. stop snatching my dear way frm mi.!! =P
aiting~ ger. cheer up kaes! hugs. i kn0e n0ne 0f us will understand hw ya feel c0s we aint in ur sh0es. s0 yah. big hugs!!!! i can onli gif ya advice. tats all i can do.
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22:08
yesh. i couldnt stop snezzing the whole dae.! can u pple stop missin mi?! i nid a break.! l0lx. stayed home to study maths chem todae. wasnt veri productivce cos i end up slpin in the afternoon. =/ oh wells.
i went out for dinner juz now.!! yummy.! went to celebrate mothers dae.!! hahas. gave mi mom the flower tt i bought. n she loves it. she was smiling when i gaf it to her. hahas. =D im s0s0s0s0 nice.!! =))
was supp0se t0 g0 0ut n mug t0dae. but i din.! dunn0 y. din g0 t0 sent0sa t00. =x aniwae im g0nna study physics later. hahas. g0nna wake up early tml m0rn t0 g0 ya kun f0r breakfast t00... im s0 lazy! its a public holidae.! cant i wake up later?!?! hehes.
n i saw a black cat juz now. h0pe its nt a bad sign. =/ guess tats f0r nw. gers.!!! is the outing still on tml?
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